No.2--2020年8月7日

　　{"body":[{"id":"47430301323886592","sort":"0","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"00：54"},{"id":"47430301323886593","sort":"1024","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"是我下定決心的要分開，是我說了分開。可是卻一直期待著你能夠主動理理我"},{"id":"47430301323886594","sort":"2048","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"但是，依舊沒有等到。"},{"id":"47430301323886595","sort":"3072","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"牙疼外加發(fā)燒，在你問我吃飯沒有的時刻，我也告訴你了。"},{"id":"47430301323886596","sort":"4096","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"可是，卻沒有等來你的任何關(guān)心。"},{"id":"47430301323886597","sort":"5120","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我應(yīng)該開心的才是，這應(yīng)該是我所期待的樣子。"},{"id":"47430301323886598","sort":"6144","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"慢慢的你的生活中沒有我，開始你的新生活。"},{"id":"47430301323886599","sort":"7168","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"可是卻心里好痛。"},{"id":"47430301323886600","sort":"8192","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"躲在被子里偷偷流眼淚。"},{"id":"47430301323886601","sort":"9216","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"到了開始失眠的日子，或許接下來的每一天，都將是煎熬。"},{"id":"47430301323886602","sort":"10240","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"但一定要相信，沒有什么是過不去的。"},{"id":"47430301323886603","sort":"11264","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"因為一切總會過去。"},{"id":"47430301323886604","sort":"12288","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"那就這樣吧。"},{"id":"47430301323886605","sort":"13312","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"簡單而淡然的告別，揮手相忘于江湖。"},{"id":"47430301323886606","sort":"14336","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"不哭不笑，不卑不亢，在眾人面前，我依舊是那個奔跑在戰(zhàn)場上，談笑風(fēng)生的姑娘。"},{"id":"47430301323886607","sort":"15360","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"多好，這樣多好。活成所有人希望的樣子。"},{"id":"47430301323886608","sort":"16384","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"然而，唯獨不是自己所希望的樣子。"},{"id":"47430301323886609","sort":"17408","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"努力睡覺，晚安。"},{"id":"47430301323886610","sort":"18432","type":2,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"47430287919394288"},{"id":"47430301323886611","sort":"19456","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"云很美，只是現(xiàn)在分開了，除了你以外，我居然沒有一個想要分享的人。"},{"id":"47438819066118144","sort":"20480","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"09：44"},{"id":"47438819066118145","sort":"21504","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"這一晚難受的不知道幾點睡著，以為大清早可以退燒，可是依舊沒有。"},{"id":"47438819066118146","sort":"22528","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"醒來第一時間居然就是打開手機，看你有沒有給我發(fā)消息。不知道這是習(xí)慣還是內(nèi)心存在期待。"},{"id":"47438819066118147","sort":"23552","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"好難受，難受的日子終于還是到來。"},{"id":"47438819066118148","sort":"24576","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"昨晚沒有聯(lián)系，或者你已經(jīng)習(xí)慣了，或許你忙著玩游戲已經(jīng)本能的忽略了我，或許你也徹底想清楚，認為！我們沒有了聯(lián)系的必要。"},{"id":"47438819066118149","sort":"25600","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"好嘛"},{"id":"47438819066118150","sort":"26624","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"這是你的口頭禪。"},{"id":"47438819066118151","sort":"27648","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"就連早上自己燒的稀里糊涂的時候，還做了夢，夢到我一直期待著你回我的消息，最終一大早等到了你回復(fù)的一句好嘛。"},{"id":"47438819066118152","sort":"28672","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"于是醒來后，第一時間看手機，你并沒有再回復(fù)了。"},{"id":"47438819066118153","sort":"29696","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"是我自己造成了這樣的局面，應(yīng)該接受才是。"},{"id":"47438819066118154","sort":"30720","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"哎，燒的我好難受，繼續(xù)睡覺。"},{"id":"47442421738373120","sort":"31744","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"13：30"},{"id":"47442421738373121","sort":"32768","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"看見你在群里發(fā)的消息，你們吃了炒烤肉，這道菜也是我以前經(jīng)常給你做的呀。不知道你是否會想起，曾經(jīng)經(jīng)常給你做飯吃的我，"},{"id":"47442421738373122","sort":"33792","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"早上十點多，你發(fā)來微信的消息，一個表情，沒有任何的文字。"},{"id":"47442421738373123","sort":"34816","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"半小時后，我回復(fù)一個？"},{"id":"47442421738373124","sort":"35840","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我們的溝通就這樣結(jié)束。"},{"id":"47442421738373125","sort":"36864","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"或許，就如你所說，你努力把生活過成我所希望的樣子。"},{"id":"47442421738373126","sort":"37888","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我應(yīng)該開心才是。"},{"id":"47442421738373127","sort":"38912","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"可是卻好難開心啊。"},{"id":"47442421738373128","sort":"39936","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"果然愛都是自私的。"},{"id":"47444355815834624","sort":"40960","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"15：29"},{"id":"47444355815834625","sort":"41984","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"一陣心慌，難受。還是忍不住的給你發(fā)了微信，想問下你有沒有不舒服。"},{"id":"47444355815834626","sort":"43008","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"這一次，用了工作的微信號。"},{"id":"47444355815834627","sort":"44032","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我們之間的聊天，已經(jīng)沒有了寵愛。"},{"id":"47444355815834628","sort":"45056","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"你只會說一句，別多想。"},{"id":"47444355815834629","sort":"46080","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"是的，我要接受這個現(xiàn)實，我們之間已經(jīng)變了。"},{"id":"47444355815834630","sort":"47104","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"就在我決定分開的前些日子，你對我的關(guān)心也已經(jīng)少了。"},{"id":"47444355815834631","sort":"48128","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"時間會驗證一切的。"},{"id":"47444355815834632","sort":"49152","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"那就這樣吧……"},{"id":"47444355815834633","sort":"50176","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"一身虛汗的我，剛才站起來的瞬間，差點要暈倒。"},{"id":"47444355815834634","sort":"51200","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"這一刻多么想念你的擁抱，你的關(guān)心。"},{"id":"47444355815834635","sort":"52224","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"可是，或許這一切都是我自找的。"},{"id":"47444355815834636","sort":"53248","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"如果現(xiàn)在說，不想分開了，還來得及么。"},{"id":"47444355815834637","sort":"54272","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"算了，還是不說了。"},{"id":"47444355815834638","sort":"55296","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"已成定局的事情，為何還要再一次掙扎啊。"},{"id":"47444355815834639","sort":"56320","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"……"},{"id":"47445503360630784","sort":"57344","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"16：38"},{"id":"47445503360630785","sort":"58368","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"躺著床上睡不著的難受，腦子里全是你正在活蹦亂跳的。"},{"id":"47445503360630786","sort":"59392","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"一遍遍的害怕，害怕你已經(jīng)不愛我了。"},{"id":"47445503360630787","sort":"60416","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"一遍遍的害怕，害怕這一次，我們是真的分開了。"},{"id":"47445503360630788","sort":"61440","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"不再像曾經(jīng)的分開狀態(tài)。"},{"id":"47445503360630789","sort":"62464","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"不再有任何的可能。"},{"id":"47445503360630790","sort":"63488","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我們不再是我們，而是變?yōu)榱耍闶悄?，我是我?},{"id":"47445503360630791","sort":"64512","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"或許，世界上每一個女人都是毒舌婦，每一個女人的內(nèi)心，又都是如此的脆弱，不堪一擊。"},{"id":"47445503360630792","sort":"65536","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"好難受，好想你。"},{"id":"47445503360630793","sort":"66560","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"每次我們分開，我好像都會不舒服，身體也不舒服。"},{"id":"47445503360630794","sort":"67584","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"這樣的魔咒莫非就解不開嘛。"},{"id":"47445503360630795","sort":"68608","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"寺廟的大師曾告訴我，你我乃是上輩子姻緣未解，才有了這輩子的相遇，分開后，只會讓我虛弱不順，兩個人的運勢都會受阻。"},{"id":"47445503360630796","sort":"69632","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"手腕上，為了我們的命運，帶的黑線，還要不要留住？"},{"id":"47445503360630797","sort":"70656","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"無名指上，你給我戴上的戒指，我是否可以一直不取。"},{"id":"47445503360630798","sort":"71680","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"很多天后，我們相見，當(dāng)你看到，我依舊戴著戒指。希望你不要詫異，也不要嘲笑。"},{"id":"47445503360630799","sort":"72704","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"因為我的這一生，都與你有關(guān)。"},{"id":"47446842333462528","sort":"73728","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"18：03"},{"id":"47446842333462529","sort":"74752","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"此時的你在做什么囊？"},{"id":"47446842333462530","sort":"75776","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"難受著，忙碌著，為了生活，為了現(xiàn)實，為了不讓自己有時間想你。"},{"id":"47446842333462531","sort":"76800","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"可是還是阻擋不住外界的信息……"},{"id":"47446842333462532","sort":"77824","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"有人問我，公司的電話是多少。"},{"id":"47446842333462533","sort":"78848","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"當(dāng)我說到最后的520時，讓我想起我們一起去選號的那一天，你選擇了這個號，那算是我們在一起之前的第一次表白吧。"},{"id":"47446842333462534","sort":"79872","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"清楚記得，那一天，我們一起在那里吃了涼皮子還有烤腸。"},{"id":"47446842333462535","sort":"80896","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"愛了那么多年，怎么可能從腦海中抹去。"},{"id":"47446842333462536","sort":"81920","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"九年的時間，你早已被刻在心上。"},{"id":"47448619896274944","sort":"82944","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"19：56"},{"id":"47448619896274945","sort":"83968","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"手機響了，是微信消息的提示。"},{"id":"47448619896274946","sort":"84992","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"是你發(fā)來的微信消息。"},{"id":"47448619896274947","sort":"86016","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"發(fā)到的我們專用的微信號。"},{"id":"47448619896274948","sort":"87040","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"第一瞬間，我開心了。"},{"id":"47448619896274949","sort":"88064","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"那是一種被你關(guān)心的踏實以及小幸福。"},{"id":"47448619896274950","sort":"89088","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"接下來怎么辦？"},{"id":"47448619896274951","sort":"90112","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我應(yīng)該怎么辦？"},{"id":"47448908464391168","sort":"91136","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"20：08"},{"id":"47448908464391169","sort":"92160","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"你問我燒退了沒有，我說沒有，完美的37.4，每次分開準發(fā)燒，沒毛病。"},{"id":"47448908464391170","sort":"93184","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"你回復(fù)我一個生氣的表情。"},{"id":"47448908464391171","sort":"94208","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"此時的心情，好復(fù)雜，期待你關(guān)心我，關(guān)心我我又害怕耽誤到你的人生。"},{"id":"47448908464391172","sort":"95232","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"人總是個矛盾體，或許，很多時候，委屈自己所做出的成全，并不是一件多么高大上的事情。"},{"id":"47448908464391173","sort":"96256","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"可是……"},{"id":"47449235418776576","sort":"97280","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"20：33"},{"id":"47449235418776577","sort":"98304","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"生活總是這樣，并不是所有人都可以如愿遇見愛的人，也不是所有人都可以相愛，也不是每一個人都可以嫁給愛的人?，F(xiàn)實終歸是現(xiàn)實。"},{"id":"47449235418776578","sort":"99328","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我多么的想要，此時你在我身邊，擁抱著身體發(fā)燙的我。"},{"id":"47449235418776579","sort":"100352","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"如同曾經(jīng)的夜里，我坐噩夢時，輕輕拍著我的背，溫柔的對我說，不怕不怕，我在我在。"},{"id":"47449235418776580","sort":"101376","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"那種踏實，足夠我回味一輩子。"},{"id":"47449235418776581","sort":"102400","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"可是曾經(jīng)的這些所謂的小事，如今歷歷在目。"},{"id":"47449235418776582","sort":"103424","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"卻只是變?yōu)榱嘶貞洝?},{"id":"47449235418776583","sort":"104448","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"從而成為了一種奢望。"},{"id":"47449876727857152","sort":"105472","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"20：51"},{"id":"47449876727857153","sort":"106496","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"吃點飯，"},{"id":"47449876727857154","sort":"107520","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我吃不下"},{"id":"47449876727857155","sort":"108544","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"這樣不行啊"},{"id":"47449876727857156","sort":"109568","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"要是死掉就好了，突然發(fā)現(xiàn)要死掉也是一件很難的事情。"},{"id":"47449876727857157","sort":"110592","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"好嘛"},{"id":"47449876727857158","sort":"111616","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"有啥要給我說的嘛"},{"id":"47449876727857159","sort":"112640","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"這不是一個好的思想"},{"id":"47449876727857160","sort":"113664","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"也不是我想要的結(jié)果"},{"id":"47449876727857161","sort":"114688","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"什么結(jié)果"},{"id":"47449876727857162","sort":"115712","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"我要你健健康康開心啊"},{"id":"47449876727857163","sort":"116736","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"就是活成所有人都希望的樣子。"},{"id":"47449876727857164","sort":"117760","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"？？"},{"id":"47449876727857165","sort":"118784","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"就是我在軟件上寫的這樣。"},{"id":"47449876727857166","sort":"119808","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"好嘛"},{"id":"47449876727857167","sort":"120832","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"感冒趕緊好吧"},{"id":"47449876727857168","sort":"121856","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"希望不要好，然后直接結(jié)束生命，最好是我直接睡著的狀態(tài)下，再也醒不來。"},{"id":"47449876727857169","sort":"122880","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"????????????"},{"id":"47449876727857170","sort":"123904","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"原來真正的分開，真的是一件很傷心的事情。"},{"id":"47449876727857171","sort":"124928","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"????????????"},{"id":"47449876727857172","sort":"125952","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"你還是忙你的吧。"},{"id":"47449876727857173","sort":"126976","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我知道的，你一點也沒有悲傷，你一直都在很快樂的玩游戲。"},{"id":"47449876727857174","sort":"128000","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"沒有沒有"},{"id":"47449876727857175","sort":"129024","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"沒什么的，挺好的。"},{"id":"47449876727857176","sort":"130048","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我希望的，就是你開開心心的開始新生活。"},{"id":"47449876727857177","sort":"131072","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"這也是我所對你的期望。"},{"id":"47449876727857178","sort":"132096","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"努力唄，只要我活著我就努力。"},{"id":"47449876727857179","sort":"133120","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"你這說的好扎心"},{"id":"47449876727857180","sort":"134144","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"那你就別聽我說呀，聽了你還不舒服。"},{"id":"47449876727857181","sort":"135168","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"真的"},{"id":"47449876727857182","sort":"136192","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我是個人，和愛了快要九年的人分開，你覺得這是不是一件很悲傷甚至悲慘的事情。"},{"id":"47449876727857183","sort":"137216","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"是啊。"},{"id":"47449876727857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