{"body":[{"id":"42986007108760430","sort":"1","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"不好意思，還得再插上一句，剛滿十四時，父親挑著棉被紋帳把我送進了這所護校。這是來自小山村的我第一次看到城市，從縣城坐上長途汽車，被山野的風吹得褐紅的小女孩雙眼一直死死的扣著車窗外向后退的河流、田野。"},{"id":"42986014356505320","sort":"1025","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"等等，你為什么雙眼死眼扣著窗外的河流，田野？"},{"id":"42986021889483046","sort":"2049","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"傻呀，就是為了記路，覺得萬一出事了，自己還能走回家去。"},{"id":"42986033683868387","sort":"4097","type":1,"role":"42926581421158405","content":"梅梅捂著嘴笑"},{"id":"42986039052581855","sort":"5121","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"不知道曾經(jīng)的你還傻成這樣可愛。"},{"id":"42986046300326669","sort":"6145","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"所以，后來才傻成那樣?。∵€是從頭說吧！每天，我無精打采的推開宿舍的門，沉默的、徑直往我的床位走去。"},{"id":"42986060275760184","sort":"7169","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"為什么無精打彩？"},{"id":"42986065627691686","sort":"8193","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"因為這所護校就像一所修道院一樣，白天只有上課，晚上十點鐘沉重的大鐵門便關上了，日復一日，剪斷了所有的夢幻。"},{"id":"42986075291360782","sort":"9217","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"護校？對了，是不是只有女生，沒有男生。所以，你們才那么悶！"},{"id":"42986084149734232","sort":"10241","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"對啊!全校只有女生，沒有男生。我們學校沒有男護士。我黯然的眸子像舞臺上的幕布擋住了生命的一切內(nèi)容。"},{"id":"42986090072083869","sort":"11265","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"噢，可憐的孩子們。"},{"id":"42986110204755901","sort":"12289","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"我一直記得我們學校門口有一路公共汽車，這側(cè)的終點是我們的學校，另一端的終點也是一所院校。那個地方，很長時間，在我的心頭幻成一座神秘的宮殿，似乎有著神秘莫測的黑色大門。"},{"id":"42986118794679630","sort":"13313","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"為什么？"},{"id":"42986146426751492","sort":"14337","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"當我心靈的腳步探到那時，我全身便起著一陣混雜著痛苦的煎熬、幸福的關聯(lián)著的顫悸。讓我賣個關子吧，先不講答案。還是先來說江邊吧！"},{"id":"42986159311662392","sort":"15361","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"你的故事真像你的性格一樣，宛延綿長啊！"},{"id":"42986165234009517","sort":"16385","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"別笑話我了。在那種環(huán)境下，一有時間，我就坐在江邊。經(jīng)常是黃昏。"},{"id":"42986171408026816","sort":"17409","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"黃昏的江邊應該很美啊！"},{"id":"42986176776739985","sort":"18433","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"是很美，夕陽在江面上斜拖著金黃色的裙裾。在黃昏中，在相互擁抱的戀人，他們的剪影合起來，就像彩蝶攏起的翅膀。而我是孤獨的，獨獨的坐在泊在岸邊的空輪渡上。膝蓋上放著一本似是道具的書。"},{"id":"42986182682324764","sort":"21505","type":1,"role":"42926581421158405","content":"梅梅忍不住撲哧笑起來"},{"id":"42986188571126913","sort":"22529","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"為什么書是道具？"},{"id":"42986195298780019","sort":"23553","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"雖然我只有十五歲，雖然我很丑，但我在心中憧憬小說中的愛情，在等一個江邊相遇的浪漫故事。可開演的依然是嗚嗚的風，吹著空哐哐的波浪，就像吹著空蕩的心門。"},{"id":"42986202278106561","sort":"24577","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"是嗎？"},{"id":"42986350722916451","sort":"25601","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"后為我常想，如果沒有江，我該怎樣渡過青春的迷亂呢！或許那江就是讓蠶吐絲的蠶“柵”。對了，你小時侯養(yǎng)過蠶沒有？"},{"id":"42986365218426564","sort":"27649","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"天，你的故事又扯到養(yǎng)蠶干什么？"},{"id":"42986380787695263","sort":"28673","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"不是，不是。非常有關系。我小時侯，家里養(yǎng)過蠶，當蠶快通體透亮時，父母便說蠶快上‘柵’了。那“柵”是用干草扎起來的長龍。蠶迫不及待的爬上“柵”上吐出細密的絲來。"},{"id":"42986386961698636","sort":"30721","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"到底有什么關系嘛！"},{"id":"42986393387374176","sort":"31745","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"你不覺得我們的青春期，就像蠶在“柵”上幽幽咝咝地吐著絲，江邊金色的夕陽、系在岸邊茲呀的搖擼、被晚風吹起的江浪，都是無際的蠶的“柵”，一道一道的抽著絲，密密的裹著自己。這就是我們的青春幽夢。"},{"id":"42986405735413900","sort":"33793","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"嗯，說起來，道真有幾份像。瓊瑤阿姨的“我有一簾幽夢"},{"id":"42986418620309718","sort":"34817","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"也不知過了多久，終于在一個星期天的下午，一艘輪渡像往常一樣朝天大吼一聲，在岸邊停住了，從甲板下走下一眾人群。"},{"id":"42986441990974290","sort":"35841","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"嗯，主角要出現(xiàn)了"},{"id":"42986453265255060","sort":"36865","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"嗯，兩個瘦高個的男孩子也隨著人群走下了輪渡船板，他倆停在岸邊說笑，四處打量，大概看到了不遠處一個空置的輪渡船上坐著的少女。也許是為了打發(fā)時間的無聊，他倆向少女的方向走去。"},{"id":"42986460764674149","sort":"39937","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"等等，那個少女不就是你嘛！"},{"id":"42986470445136688","sort":"40961","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"是我，謝天謝地，終于有人出現(xiàn)我的“柵”上了。他倆說說笑笑地向我這邊走來。我早從書上抬無聲息地抬起頭，就像透過門縫悄悄的往外張望"},{"id":"42986475813834705","sort":"41985","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"看到了什么？"},{"id":"42986482507945210","sort":"43009","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"他們兩人都很瘦，個頭稍矮的，穿著襯衫長褲，看起來文質(zhì)彬彬些；個頭高一些的，居然穿著圓領汗衫，皺皺的沙灘短褲，起毛的長瘦腿下面赫然是一雙拖鞋。"},{"id":"42986488698742460","sort":"44033","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"不對啊，你說你十五歲時遇上了一位大叔，他倆不是大叔??！"},{"id":"42986495141198983","sort":"45057","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"那時我十五歲，他倆二十六、七歲；十多年后，我二十多歲，如果能再遇到他們，他們年近四十歲了，可不就是大叔了。"},{"id":"42986500493128749","sort":"46081","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"有你這樣算的！"},{"id":"42986506935581442","sort":"47105","type":1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