{"body":[{"id":"31263921713184768","sort":"0","type":1,"role":"31250566775456801","content":"綠華又被噩夢驚醒，窗外一片漆黑，一片寧靜，房間里的燈在這個漆黑的夜晚顯得格外的凄涼。淚水和汗水混合而下，雙手抱著卷縮的身體靠著這面冰冷墻。時間定格在凌晨三點半，每走一秒鐘就像一個漫長的世紀(jì)。"},{"id":"31263921713184771","sort":"1024","type":1,"role":"31250566775456801","content":"她煎熬的等著、盼著、痛著……哭著。誰來拯救她，誰來把她從深淵拉出來？誰來給她一個肩膀靠靠？黑暗中，她只能掙扎著等待黎明。"},{"id":"31271981202538497","sort":"3072","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"喂！綠華，這么晚，你沒事吧！我還在做夢夢見和你吃飯呢！你是不是沒有睡？要不要我現(xiàn)在過來？喂…喂…喂…綠華，你說話，你沒事吧！你再不說話我馬上就過來了。"},{"id":"31271981202538498","sort":"4096","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"夢楠，是你嗎？我沒事，我剛睡醒，我……"},{"id":"31271981202538499","sort":"5120","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"你怎么了，你沒事吧！要不要我過來陪你？我?guī)追昼娋偷健?},{"id":"31271981202538500","sort":"8192","type":1,"role":"31250566775456801","content":"夢楠調(diào)皮的口氣讓莎莉不知道怎么說，是啊，這么晚就給人家打電話。吞吞吐吐又說不出話，又或許夢楠根本不知道莎莉是不小心打出去的電話。夢楠只是不想失去這個與莎莉通話的任何機(jī)會"},{"id":"31271981202538501","sort":"9216","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"喂！綠華、綠華……你說話，你在哭？你又想夢波了是不是？"},{"id":"31271981202538502","sort":"10240","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"夢楠，我真的撐不下去了，我撐不下去了。我好痛苦，夢波走了這么久了，我還是一樣時時刻刻瘋狂想他。他為什么那么狠心離開我，對我太殘忍了。"},{"id":"31271981202538503","sort":"12288","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"綠華，我知道你們的愛太深太深，讓你放下你做不到，可是…活著的人要活得快樂才對得起離開的人。夢波肯定是不希望你日日夜夜為他傷心難過，你不要一直把自己關(guān)在以前……"},{"id":"31271981202538505","sort":"13312","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"我想讓自己快樂，我真的有想讓自己快樂起來。可是一回到家看見我們的合照，看見我們曾經(jīng)一起布置的家，我又被自己關(guān)回以前。"},{"id":"31271981202538506","sort":"14336","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"你換個環(huán)境試試，等天亮了我?guī)湍阏曳孔?，要不你搬到我家來。我這邊上班也方便，我也能陪陪你。"},{"id":"31271981202538507","sort":"15360","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"我哪里也不去，這是我和夢波的家，這里有我們太多的回憶。"},{"id":"31271981202538508","sort":"16384","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"那你閉上眼睛好好睡一覺，不要想不開心的，想想你和夢波，想你們以前的點點滴滴……"},{"id":"31272406957948928","sort":"17408","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"我真的很想睡，想閉上眼睛好好睡一覺。可我一閉上眼睛就是夢波中槍倒下的那一幕。鮮血染紅他全身……我卻救不了他，只能眼睜睜的看著他死在我懷里。"},{"id":"31272406957948929","sort":"18432","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"綠華，不要說了，求你不要說了。無意中我又觸碰到你的傷口，讓你痛了又痛。我恨不得把你的痛轉(zhuǎn)給我，我替你承受…"},{"id":"31274521155600385","sort":"19456","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"這個傷口不是觸碰到的，是原本存在的，經(jīng)常讓我痛到絕望。痛到?jīng)]有感覺，夢楠，我真的感覺夢波沒有死。"},{"id":"31274521155600386","sort":"21504","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"綠華，能不能把你們的故事跟我說說。我愿意做那個忠實的聽眾。愿意分享你們的快樂，也愿意和你一起承受你的不快樂…"},{"id":"31274521155600387","sort":"22528","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"我們的故事美麗又感人，說真的，夢波改變了我，我小時候的愿望是當(dāng)個音樂家。夢波第一次和我堂弟去我家，我在彈吉他，他目不轉(zhuǎn)睛看著我，我每播動一根弦他都用羨慕的眼神看著我。"},{"id":"31274521155600388","sort":"24576","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"夢波那么小就會哄女孩子了，那你后來怎么沒考音樂學(xué)校，反而做了法醫(yī)呢！難道是因為夢波……？"},{"id":"31274521155600389","sort":"27648","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"然后呢！你們……"},{"id":"31274521155600390","sort":"34816","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"我的心……我的心……我的心早已被夢波掏空了。"},{"id":"31274521155600391","sort":"36864","type":1,"role":"31250566775456801","content":"聽著夢楠意味深長地嘆了聲，他好像有著千言萬語卻不知道怎么說。每次話到嘴邊又被綠華堵了回去，夢楠無法靠近莎莉那顆拒人千里之外的心。綠華掛掉電話，翻開手機(jī)試著撥通夢波的電話……熟悉的鈴聲心讓綠華顫顫發(fā)抖"},{"id":"31274521155600392","sort":"37888","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"喂！你好"},{"id":"31274521155600393","sort":"38912","type":1,"role":"31250566775456801","content":"綠華驚呆了，從床上掉了下來，渾身顫抖話也說不出來……她看著號碼，沒打錯，是夢波的，怎么會有人接…"},{"id":"44065041942577152","sort":"2048","type":1,"role":"31250566775456801","content":"綠華拿起電話，不知道要打給誰，播了又播，按了又按。放下手中的手機(jī)，不小心打到夢楠哪里去了。"},{"id":"44065041942577153","sort":"6144","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"不用，三更半夜不方便，你趕緊睡吧！不好意思把你吵醒了。"},{"id":"44065041942577154","sort":"7168","type":1,"role":"31253989323447823","content":"反正已經(jīng)被你吵醒了，如果能過來陪你我求之不得，如果你不肯，在電話你和你聊天我也非常高興。起碼這么晚你不開心你想到的人是我。"},{"id":"44065041942577155","sort":"11264","type":1,"role":"31250566775456801","content":"夢楠聽著綠華哭泣的聲音，他的心也跟著被撕裂般痛。他咬著自己的嘴唇，眼淚不停的流，在綠華面前他再也做不回夢波，再也得不到綠華的愛。為什么這些事要讓他們兩個來承受，他就是連死的資格都沒有。"},{"id":"44065041942577156","sort":"20480","type":1,"role":"31250566775456801","content":"夢楠聽到綠華突然這么說，心里說不出的滋味。有些事不是他不想和綠華坦白，只是他不能。有些痛不是他沒有，只是綠華看不見感受不到，綠華沉寖在失去夢波的痛苦中已經(jīng)只剩半條命。所以其他的痛苦夢楠自己默默承受"},{"id":"44065041942577157","sort":"23552","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"后來他就經(jīng)常去我家看我彈吉他，慢慢的我們就熟悉了，我問他我彈的好不好。他說我不但吉他彈得好，長得也很漂亮，我當(dāng)時臉都紅了。他笑著對我說，我是他見過最漂亮的女孩子。"},{"id":"44065041942577158","sort":"25600","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"是的，我放棄自己的愿望也是因為夢波，我們漸漸的遠(yuǎn)走遠(yuǎn)近，無話不談。我轉(zhuǎn)學(xué)去到他的學(xué)校和他同班，他看見我的時候很吃驚，他成績很好，每科都是第一。要中考了，我希望高一還能和他同班所以拼命學(xué)習(xí)……"},{"id":"44065041942577159","sort":"26624","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","content":"那是夢波過生日的晚上，我和他相差一天，可我選擇等他一起過。我們放學(xué)沒有回家，是去同學(xué)家過的生日，回來的時候很晚了。好幾個同學(xué)一起，半路上被一個喝醉酒的壯漢搶劫。我被嚇傻了…夢波把我攬在他身后……"},{"id":"44065041942577160","sort":"28672","type":1,"role":"31250649733801739","cont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